so basically this is just gonna be me explaining why i kin them + lore analysing bc im very normal
i had no idea what to do as a neocities considering this is my first, but yeah !
i genuinely haven't used html in centuries so this will take a while .
kins: ibara saegusa, tsukasa suou, ritsu sakuma, tatsumi kazehaya, HiMERU, jun sazanami, tsumugi aoba, makoto yuuki, midori takamine, tomoya mashiro, keito hasumi
ibara was brought up in a military facility which caused him to gain a military-like perspective on the world. having been surrounded by self-serving people, he learnt never to trust anyone and for these exchanges to become mutual even if the other part isn't aware they're being used.
his view on life mainly revolves around his lack of purpose, as he claimed he may as well drop dead when he finds his purpose. having created eden with his own two hands, he only wished for them to be on business terms. however, as they all grew closer, ibara found it almost impossible to not become attatched to eden as a whole and its members, leading eden to become his purpose for living.
ibara used to seek relationships out only for his benefit, but now he genuinely craves human interaction as he was starved of it for so long. this is mainly found in eden, especially with nagisa as they can understand eachother better than anyone else. they almost have a 'two halves of one soul' air to them.
one person before eden he had put his trust in was yuzuru, yet yuzuru had left as quickly as he had come into the facility as his term there was always an undetermined amount of time and ibara was certainly foolish to have placed any sort of confidence within him.
also he wasn't given any responsibility other than taking care of others until he was 15-ish (when he was found to be a relative of the godfather) and so he transferred his military skills across to his work since he had no other experiences in life to dip into knowledge-wise.
i actually have . no idea
not sure how to do this without a personal lore deep dive but i too pledge myself to very handsome men/hj
uhh i was also forced to take care of people and given more responsibility than i should bear at my young tender ages ! i never really had proper relationships in my life that were mutually beneficial, and now that i think about it people used me a lot in my childhood and the still do ! i need to rid myself of that habit of being used i think . besides the point but its there up in the air anyway.
on top of that, i've definitely put my trust in the wrong people throughout my life which resulted in me getting much more hurt than i should've been and anyone ever should have been in all fairness which does align to ibara in a lot of ways. i have no idea why i need to prove myself sm btw im just really bored lately.
as a final point i'd just like to say that i too am yet to find my purpose in life ! its not a great feeling or anything but it's something i guess. the idea of dropping dead when i find my purpose isn't something i'd want to entertain but it's definitely crossed my mind to just drop dead as i do have no purpose. whatever really but yeah thats why ibara is one of my top kins!!
ok im no kasa expert but all i know is like